So mentally and physically tired now, i think i really want and need a good rest.
Just came back from the hospital where we had a terrifying night. Don't wanna dwell into details, but I was really really so frightened that i broke down. Praying so hard that grandma wakes up and get well soon=S
This few days have been just helluva crazy. One moment in China, the next on a flight to Singapore; shuttling between hospital and home,cleaning up the filthy house which has been uninhabited for months, trying so hard to meet up with frens with no hp to use and no numbers to call, even getting misunderstood by my frens; settling bills applications and flight and buying clothes to wear cos i didn bring any summer clothes/shoes to china...
I mean, looking back this term, many things have definitely not gone well. I was, and am so tired but i just refuse to admit it, cos I am just so stubborn. Indeed, Grandma's hospitalization has set me thinking a lot these couple of days. I am glad dad and mum are strong, siyu is completing her portfolio and is on her way back to singapore so she can use her expertise to help grandma and bro is able to take leave off to come back and see grandma cos she will be elated. I am so glad to have such graet family members who give each other all the support to tide through this critical period.
Sometimes, sometimes i do feel that I have the weakest mind amongst my family. I may look strong but i know i am very vulnerable emotionally. Even the deities know it and i have been told to make a trip down to temple one of these days.
I cant postpone my flight back to michigan cos all flights are fully booked, so i still have to go back on the 3rd. HOpe that by the time i have to leave, grandma is in a satisfactory condition.=SS
BUt still, it was great meeting aloy em amy jac today. Thanks so much for being such wonderful frens=)
